friend and i caught Alfie today.
disappointing really. sighs and chokes.
no butter. no nice cafes. no blue tint.

blame it on the sandman and his stupid
dreams. He makes me see the ugliness of
the island everytime it strikes four;
makes me unhappy with what i have cause
i almost got something more/higher in
another place, and lose it when i
open my eyes. I want a crampy room
with a view and a convertable driving past
cliffs, wind in hair and curly long wild blonds
that eat foreign food. no lunch in tp please.

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i guess i must start the hinting game.
except this one might hurt if it already
had hope. my bad.